Seeing you again

Seeing you again today
made my heart split in different ways
I never wanted to see you again
I didn't care if your life came to an end

But then, by surprise, you came to me
and my other true feelings I started to see
I wanted to be as near as I could
your smile and your touch made me feel good

Why do you always mix my feelings around
and change my course for which I am bound
why do you like to play with my heart
mend it together and then tear it apart?

How much longer must I hang on
before too long you'll really be gone
It's hard enough now while you're still here
to lose you forever would bring forth the tears