I wanted to write

I wanted to write
a poem to you
because it's easier to write
than say or do

I wish that we
could spend everyday
and then you would see
what I can't seem to say

It's hard to fight
what you feel inside
and I can't say as how
I want it to hide

I'm scared as to what
the outcome could be
and yet in the long run
it could set me free

I've felt this way
forever it seems
you pop in and out
of my everyday dreams

I want it to stop
because it isn't right
but like I said before
feelings are hard to fight

I can't let him win
whether I'd like to or not
for there are far too many battles
that I've already fought