Reba

I felt like I was someone else
like I'd put on another's shoes
and stepped into a nightmare
that left me tossed about and bruised

Some days felt like a living Hell
the longest days and nights I've known
the cards and calls and emails helped
yet I still felt scared and all alone

I felt like I had no control
no voice in my tomorrows
no energy to block the pain
from all the bitterness and sorrow

I felt like I had lost my faith
yet I held tight to God above
and plead for Him to "take this cup"
and wrap me in His arms with love